Recollecting Thoughts

Very recently I played with Mist, and although I didn't subspace, it was intense and amazing. Just what I need. I shall eventually get around to the telling of what happened, but I'm stil just putting my brain back together from all that happened.

Back Home

So Fyn and I are over, we both wanted to see other people and we are remaining friends. Mist feels the same way about me as I do about him so we are going to take things very slowly and just enjoy each other's company. And if we happen to have sex in that time well that's cool by us too.

So I'm now back at my mum's and it's really nice. Not too sure how long that will last but hey, got to enjoy it while it does!

If all goes well I should be having lots of kinky adventures to share with you all very soon!

Spirit. xx

The Owner

"One day, I will own you."

Those words resonated through her mind, and became a feeling that washed over her whole body, one place in particular. He made her heart beat faster and the breath catch in her chest. It had been that way since the day they first met. He could offer her the control she sought, and in return she could offer him herself completely.

At the end of their first date she was told she was not allowed to play with herself without his permission. Although she could ask for it. Days in and she still hadn't asked, although they were talking at every chance they got. She was waiting for him to tell her she could. There was something about him, his voice, perhaps? Or maybe that way he had with her that somehow managed to make her feel completely safe and yet at the same time like she was throwing herself to the lions? But something about him just drew her in and she could not resist him.

She didn't know what was going to happen next, but she couldn't wait to find out...

Getting Back

So I have been doing a lot of soul searching (turns out I'd traded it for a box of cookies) and thinking about everything. I'm giving the relationship with Fyn until the end of the month, I have to move back to my mum's anyway as I've got a lot of stuff going on at the moment. I like hanging out with him, but we have just become friends. There's aboslutely nothing sexual in our relationship and I am sick of his constant selfishness in reguards to what he wants and what I want. The crush I have on Mist certainly isn't helping either.

Be Right Back

As I sit here bunking off from work I feel like I'm getting better. I'm putting all the crap behind me and slowly starting to move on. I feel like I'm ready to stop morning for all that other crap and come back as Spirit V2.0 better, dirtier and with added kink! And just as determinded to reach that ever elusive subspace!


Now I know as well as anyone that this will not be happening over night. Things take time, and energy and all that jazz. But as things change I will be updating with all the news, stories and gossip. Well wish me luck!

Spirit xx

In Mourning

Well I am currently in mourning for my sex life, my dead in the water relationship and my get up and go. I think it's time for the changes to ring in. But hopefully I'll be back soon.

Sorry Folks!

I am completely snowed under with work (something I am ment to be doing now) and haven't been finishing until really late at night and haven't had the time to write anything. Or to be honest do anything fun. But as soon as that changes I will be back!