Well Fyn is away with work tonight so I have the place to myself. I was going to see if one of my friends fancied a bit of company and a bottle of wine but he's away too. I'm thinking maybe an early night with my vibrator and some porn. I have to go away with work too, but not for a few days. I don't mind my travelling for work, but for the first time ever I'm having to stay overnight. I hate sleeping in places I don't know but I need the cash so I can't complain. I have another job that thankfully is closer to home. Hopefully I should be getting some remotely regular work from this close to home job.
So now my day to day stuff out of the way, as I said Fyn has been in the doghouse lately. I lately haven't been feeling too attractive, this could have something to do with the fact that he seems to be far too busy staring at every other woman but me. We haven't had sex or played since my new year blog, and he is always making comments about how he'd "do her" whenever a hot woman comes on the TV. I just want to feel attractive and wanted again. And where better to start than a little flying solo? Maybe I need a one night stand or something. Although I fail to see how that could fix things.
While a one night stand won't fix anything in the long run, you need to remember that you are attractive, beautiful, and are deserving of the time, attention, and courtesy of those you love.
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I do have high expectations, which is quite possibly my problem. And I know that a one night stand won't work. And thank you Advizor54 x
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